Mar. 10 – Tired.

Physically, I’m tired from carrying 50 pounds of groceries up 3 sets of stairs. Damn! I have to get a picture of these stairs for you guys. I keep forgetting.

Mentally, I’m tired of this. Already. I’ve only been here 2 weeks but it seems like so much longer. I’m tired of taking care of myself. I’m tired of not being able to communicate. Even grocery shopping is tiring because reading the labels is tiring and making decisions is tiring. I totally dragged myself to go grocery shopping today. There’s so much mental guesswork involved in everything. I’m tired of cooking. It’s not like I really even cook, I just prepare food that’s easy to prepare. So far, I’ve made very little from scratch. It’s not that I don’t like cooking, either. I’m just tired of it for now.